Sorry – I’ve lost a lot of steam in the last half of the day. There was a mention of the Pogues’ Fairytale of New York earlier in the day, and that’s gotten me a bit down. Not that the lyrics are all that terribly sad (in fact, there’s a refrain that just cracks my shit up). But it’s reminds me of last year around this time, renting a car and crossing three states to visit Chelsea’s parents.
I hadn’t heard the Pogues before and of the songs I heard, Fairytale of New York was my favorite one.
Eh, but that’s not even really it. I’ve been feeling indifferent about almost everything, all day today. A bit hollow. Maybe I should just give up and go watch a movie, or head to bed now and just read until I get tired. I feel like I’m not really here right now.
