Instead of my usual post-work Bass beers, I decided to stop at Filter and grab a large, triple-shot mocha.
:)
This week, I’ve felt pretty tired after I got home, listless and unmotivated. Which is unfortunate, since I get all these fun ideas during the day – experiments, variations, Flash-based stuff. But I spend a lot of my energies on getting work done for someone else, helping someone else achieve their goals. By the time I walk into my apartment, all I want to do is eat a bit of food, watch some television, let my brain float for a while and then just go to sleep.
I’ll never get any work done this way.
So today, I got a bit hoppy with the caffeine. It definitely helped, although I’m not sure if I should make this a regular thing. At this point now, I’ve broken into the beers (on #2), and I seem to be a bit tipsy and really, really excited at the same time.
Hoping I can fall asleep tonight.
The way it looks, instead of cooking an actual meal, I may end up just making a bunch of Ramen. It’s the fastest thing I’ve got on-hand, and the easiest to make. Having such a crappy dinner just gives me more time to muck around with my portfolio site, to make an entry into the blog, and to write a poem or two for Matt.
Sometimes, I wonder if anyone else is as weird about the whole "time" thing. I tend to try to estimate how much time any particular action/activity will consume, and either pursue or disregard that action/activity based on those findings. For example: doing laundry; or going to the grocery store. Some days, I’m not sure whether to classify my behavior as efficient, eccentric, or just plain lazy.
