I’ve done nothing today but work work. I’ve been sitting in front of this computer for I don’t know how long now, taking breaks mostly for food or a few brief intermissions of TV.
Finally, after getting all my coding and wiring done – I switch the paths around in my files and upload to the company server. And here starts the ranting.
I’ll condense my anger because, honestly, it’s late and I’m tired and beyond frustrated. For anyone who works with me – fucking PeerSynch. By now, I’ve gotten used to its weird quirks and I’m not losing as much time thinking it’s a problem with my code when the file just hasn’t been copied over properly.
My frustration tonight is that I can’t seem to upload certain files. I keep trying, but they don’t show up because PeerSynch isn’t copying them over. And so, I can’t test anything. The Flash pages I’ve created keep breaking because… the files just aren’t there. And there’s no real way for me to do anything more besides just give up. And this is making all the work I did today seem like a waste, as I was shooting to have things done by start of business, Monday morning.
I realize I’m taking my work way too seriously here. Right now it’s 12:21 AM, and I’m typing this after having spent all day working on a project for my Monday – Friday job.
I think I need to start smoking pot regularly, or something along those lines. Why in god’s name am I this worked up over MY JOB, on a Sunday night, after midnight?
One of these days, I’d like to just do something really half-assed. I’d like to not worry about all the details and not think anything through – just do enough that’s par for the course.
Fuck it. I’m going to sleep.
