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Jam Session, 2

Today after work, a bunch of us headed over to Matt’s again for another jam session. This time, I ended up bringing along my violin and joined in on a few impromptu songs. Which was interesting. I’m still a stickler for structure, having been raised on sheet music, orchestras and quartets. Noodling isn’t really my…

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Dust

by Amy Gerstler Lightest of burdens,it sifts over windowsills, entering open mouthsand noses of silly buildings.It tumbles from the foldsof a never-worn dressdiscovered in some attic.Fuzz of nothingnessin time it becomes furto protect objects’ tenderhides. Victor in all wars.Gray obliterator.The granite headof a grimacing kingdwindles to this,as flesh and stone meetat dust’s bone-dry crossroads.Ageless buffercomposed…

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Definitions

I spent all weekend inside. It was quite gorgeous outside, but I ended up doing the hermit thing all weekend. I’m not sure whether I would classify this as a “recharging,” or “alone time,” or if “social avoidance” is more apt. Depending on when I stop to think about it, this weekend’s really been good,…

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Cleaning

Spent the day, off and on, organizing the apartment a bit. Things are still messy, but slightly less so, now. All weekend, I had designs on getting the place into shape… but I kept getting distracted. I played a lot more UT, ever since talking to Dan, and I ended up watching a lot of…

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Love Again

by Philip Larkin Love again: wanking at ten past three(Surely he’s taken her home by now?),The bedroom hot as a bakery,The drink gone dead, without showing howTo meet tomorrow, and afterwards,And the usual pain, like dysentery. Someone else feeling her breasts and cunt,Someone else drowned in that lash-wide stare,And me supposed to be ignorant,Or find…

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Love Again?

Yesterday, I came across this sticker. I’ve seen one or two of these in other parts of town, but I can’t tell if it’s some promotional thing, or what. I think some part of me is secretly hoping I’ll discover something as cool as the You Are Beautiful stickers again. So I did a search,…

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Jenny, Dan, Andrew

Tonight, I had dinner with Jenny (my cousin), Dan and their boy Andrew (my nephew who I met for the first time). A few notes. First, as has been the custom in my family (and I think most Chinese families in general)… the actual definition of “uncle” or “auntie” is pretty loose. When I was…

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