Recap

One thing I needed to say here. I’ve not been happy with the writing the past few days, and I guess I just want that down for the record. I’m recounting things, but it’s seemed like a dry catalogue of events.

Also – regarding going back to talk to Kelly at Exit. I also want it down on the record that I’m pretty damn proud of myself for that. This has absolutely nothing to do with her and everything to do with me. I’m happy I took a chance and put myself out on the line. By nature (and having read some of these entries, I’m sure you’ll agree), I’m a fairly quiet, shy guy. I have my patterns and my ruts, I tend to stay at home and isolate myself from the rest of the world.

I’m happy I tried, regardless of the outcome. I need to do more risk-taking, and risk looking foolish more often. If for nothing else, to keep trying.