Guilty Secret #14

During the reading, I had a difficult time not thinking about how much I wanted to be in front of a crowd again, reading my own writing. It’s been close to five years since I’ve done anything like that, and the sheer magnitude of what my ego is lusting after is a little disconcerting at times.

The thought that kept going through my head was: I want a microphone. I want an audience. I want a spotlight.