Helplessness

The whole move (and the upcoming WH get-together) is stressing me out a bit. To top things off, work today was pretty awful. I still don’t feel like I know what I’m doing, I keep spending my time trying to fill in where necessary, and looking for work. I feel like a complete fifth wheel, just spinning away. I’m unsure what I should be doing, and less sure of where to look for more work.

A lot of today, I felt powerless and useless, and of little help. I may as well have not shown up. I did a few things, but nothing an intern or a monkey couldn’t accomplish. Maybe things will change next week, we’ll see. Right now, everything seems and feels a bit overwhelming.